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When I’m quiet:
1) tired
2) don’t have anything to talk about
3) over-thinking
4) upset
5) falling apart
6) all of the above

"I want to get more comfortable being uncomfortable. I want to get more confident being uncertain. I don’t want to shrink back just because something isn’t easy. I want to push back, and make more room in the area between I can’t and I can."
-Kristin Armstrong (via psych-facts)
Late Night Thoughts

As i sit here on the couch, listening to Kpop music (as always) I start to think how summer is at its end, and I’m just collecting my thoughts of this summer 2014. Basically the Pros and Cons in a list format. 

Lets start with the Pros

  • Got all 4 of the wisdom teeth out (they were bothering me really bad) 
  • Finally went to a bar
  • Went to a amazing wedding (where i got really drunk at) 
  • My driving got better and i have more confidence behind the wheel now (now to just ace this test)
  • My kpop dancing got better
  • Finished some amazing Anime and manga series (i think this is the most ive ever watched or read in one summer) 
  • I’ve lost some weight (still got a ways to go tho) 
  • I got a job 
  • Went to a crazy party with my two best friends 
  • My one best friend surprised me for my 21st birthday
  • Went to a BBQ with all my Latin dance crew members (i miss them) 
  • Got to dog sit a little puppy

Now the cons 

  • I got my feelings hurt really bad by people who i thought were my friends and trusted
  • I have bad trust issues now
  • Almost lost my one best friend (were still friends)
  • I found out i wasnt able to go back to ESU for fall semester (due to financial reasons) 
  • My first dog passed away in the beginning of the summer 
  • I didnt go to the beach once or to a amusement park 
  • I got into a depression 
  • I grew very insecure about my looks (again lol)

Thats all i can think of for the pros and cons of this summer 2014. I can only pray that the next summer or even the future will bring better things for me. I’m trying my best to stay optimistic and positive about some issues, I’m making small changes…but every small step is a step closer to a better me. I have to just to keep thinking that :) 

tootles xoxo

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